In a candid interview with Vulture published on Wednesday, September 16, The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City star Mary Cosby opened up about her son Robert Cosby Jr.'s death at age 23. The shocking revelation has left fans grappling with the weight of grief and loss.

According to Mary, who is 53 years old, the initial aftermath of her son's passing was marked by shock and numbness. "I think I went into shock," she revealed. "I don't know if it ever hit me, because I still feel my son." This emotional response was compounded by the sense of guilt and self-doubt that often accompanies the loss of a loved one. As Mary herself acknowledged, "I would have beat myself up" had she taken time off from filming to grieve.

However, it appears that Mary found solace in the unwavering support of her RHOSLC castmates. They rallied around her, offering comfort and a listening ear during this darkest hour. "Well, first of all, they all came over," Mary recalled. "Bronwyn brought her mom. Doorbell rings, and Lisa sent food, sent baskets, sent gifts. Just constantly sending me stuff, constantly showing up, constantly coming over, sitting down, talking to me." In this poignant moment, it seems that the bonds of friendship became an essential lifeline for Mary as she navigated her pain.

Interestingly, Mary expressed gratitude towards her costars, suggesting that their presence helped her cope with the trauma of losing her son. "In some ways I felt like I ended up encouraging them," she shared. "I found strength in them coming to see me, talking to me, keeping me going." This unspoken understanding between Mary and her friends serves as a testament to the enduring power of human connection in times of sorrow.

Robert Jr., who struggled with addiction throughout his life, passed away in February following a battle with substance abuse. A spokesperson for the Salt Lake City Police Department confirmed to Us that officers responded to a dispatch call for an overdose at 6:14 p.m. on February 23, finding Robert dead upon arrival. Despite the tragic circumstances surrounding his death, Mary has chosen to interpret his passing as a blessing rather than a curse.

"I mean, this kid had nine lives," she reflected on her late son's tumultuous existence. "He had accident after accident, and finally it caught up with him. I think that it was for the good." These words suggest a profound acceptance and even optimism in the face of unimaginable loss. For Mary, it appears that the peace that now resides within her household – a sentiment echoed by those closest to her – has become a powerful antidote to the grief that initially overwhelmed her.

The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City season 7 premieres on Bravo Wednesday, September 16, at 8 p.m. ET and streams the next day on Peacock. While fans eagerly anticipate the return of their favorite reality TV series, they will undoubtedly be paying close attention to how Mary Cosby chooses to confront her past and move forward into the future.